Sunday, March 29, 2015

Ring of terror

dream from 3/27. Dreamt A proposed but it went terribly wrong. The ring was kind of what I would love, but not exactly. He proposed in front of my dad (and other family from that side). I burst into tears and hid in a closet to call my mom. Was telling her while bawling, saying I wouldn't want him to propose in front of family but if he did it should be in front of you (mom) and not my dad. I don't think I never gave him an answer I was so horrified about the whole thing.

Not sure this is a good sign, bc if he were to propose tomorrow I'm afraid I might have a similar reaction. Not sure I could say yes and feel 100% confident in that. Ugh...